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I think the day went pretty well. We had breakfast at IHOP so we could catch the first showing of Big Eyes. I was expecting, or hoping for, something about Japanese character art, and it wasn't that, but it was really good and I recommend it. It was a bit depressing, though, in the sense that I find everything depressing. I hate seeing abusive relationships because I always see myself in them, even though I could never want to hurt someone that badly. I keep assuming that I'd hurt someone unintentionally, and I honestly can't separate that from the kind of abuse that was going on in Big Eyes. My mind can't draw the distinction. There are no degrees of abuse - there's just abuse and perfection, and I know I'm not perfect, which doesn't leave anything good. I don't believe that a lack of relationship can be an abusive relationship, so that's where I'm going to stay forever. I also get uncomfortable seeing non-abusive relationships because I'm convinced I can't have that, but at least it doesn't mean someone's getting hurt. From there, we went to Barnes & Noble for manga shopping, as well as the third Land of Stories novel, which I know I'm going to want to read once I'm done with the first two. We went to Gamestop as well, so I could potentially use my gift card, but the line was pretty long and I'm in no hurry to get even more games. I've got all next week to make my way to the mall and get a copy of Captain Toad Treasure Seeker or whatever it's called - that's the only remaining game I can think of that I really want. So we just had lunch at the Panda Express next door and came home to watch some Doctor Who and a few Youtube videos. We finished The Daleks, watched The Edge of Destruction (and I think it makes even less sense the second time, when I knew what was supposedly actually going on the whole time), and started The Armageddon Factor before Mom fell asleep. Little danger of that for me, since I'm drinking Baja Blast. Meanwhile, I'm taking the time to catch up on a bit of my Youtube backlog from the past few days.

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Yes, I'm THAT Nidoking. Sometimes I write fanfiction... often I waste all my time playing video games and watching anime. But it's not a waste if I enjoy it, right? I can quote from a movie, video game, anime series, or British comedy apropos of just about any situation, and one of my main goals in life is to entertain people. (The other big one is amassing as much anime and manga as I can... see below for a progress report.) That's me in a nutshell. ("Help! I'm trapped in a nutshell! What a bloody great nutshell this is!")
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